Abandoned on a Desolate Road

Abandoned on a Desolate Road

a poem about the feelings of abandonment after a great loss

Abandoned on a Desolate Road

On a day that began like any other, I was abruptly and violently cast onto an abandoned, forsaken stretch of cold asphalt and gravel.
First came the shock, then a sound began to swell from afar, heralding the approach of a long, sorrowful parade of cars—

Each vehicle, windowless, a procession of silent metal.
As they groaned to a stop, the people—so many people— ventured out, at first a trickle,
Then a torrent, spilling somberly from their cars.

They gathered around me,
Some silent, others faded and distant,
Their faces blurred, offering condolences,
Some probing for details.

With some, I wept in quiet solidarity,
With others, I found comfort in their embrace
Some, I entertained.

Then, in unison, they returned to their cars, turning to me with silent pleas:
“Won’t you come with us here?” 

“No,” I mouthed, as I solemnly turned my head from side to side.

The cars, in a great shudder, revved their engines and began to move again,
Vanishing into the endless horizon,
The hum of their tires fading into the night’s impenetrable darkness.

And there I stood, weary and disconsolate, abandoned and alone once more on the cold, desolate road.

What was once, was now lost.

I remained, staring into the void, the bitter taste of ashes in my mouth.

 

 

Paul Schnabel

About Paul

If you've navigated the complexities of love, loss, or life's unpredictable twists and turns, this blog is for you. Paul, who was diagnosed with Parkinson's Disease in 2022 and lost his beloved Jody in 2024, is also a father, new grandfather and a speaker/writer. Paul writes to make sense of the world around him, sharing his personal journey through grief, Parkinson’s, and life's challenges. With a mix of lightheartedness, thoughtfulness, and unwavering authenticity, Paul offers a relatable and heartfelt perspective on the human experience. His writing is often described as warm, genuine and deeply moving.

 

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